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this few days damn sians, a lot of shocking news that idk it shld be a gd news or a bad news that ii shldn't be hearing...hais...frm this and that...having a very confused mindset...actually it has alrdy been set to be a final decision, just that, ii just felt bad towards some of them...ii really dun knw what ii shall do...ii let go, but they didn't...ii always feel awkward to them, dun knw hw to face them....its like, confusing :( hais...

sch really sucks, once ii go back to sch, they said there is 2 test coming, first is obse on 18th, second is statistic test 2 on the 19th...but gd news is that ii didnt fail any of my common test module, thats the most lucky thing...phew...the worse is actually miec, waited till thurs, saw my results, ii was over the moon, as long as ii didnt fail any, hehes...overall still quite ok...hahas!!!! 

my skin complexion sucks sia...pimples, dark eye circles, not enough slp...and ii just realized that my cough havent really healed fully, this sucks ttm... :( ppl say that rest more is to be able to walk through a further route, yes ii agree, but tym dun permit... :( 

so bored, did ii make the wrong decision? did ii do wrong frm the start? did he said the truth? am ii very bad? maybe ii am, ii just cared about myself, yes? yes? ii think it is...

withdrawing frm uu all, this is better? ii avoid uu, uu say ii dun wan to be friend...ii close to uu, leading uu to have the wrong impression...what shld ii really do? ii am really confused!!!

what uu see in front doesnt mean that its the truth! wrong perception! are uu able to understand a nt? uu say uu do, but ii dun think so...ii hate myself!