Thursday, November 11, 2010

1o111o

today's date is like binary number, overslept and slp till 6.30, awake by mummy, than wake up, hurry bath and went out, met huilin in sch at 8plus, than went to makan place to eat...during the trip to sch, a guy sat beside me and than knock on me, slp straight till the bus stop and never wake up, kana scare by him, duhh, its kind of awkward when ii see him, diao...than went to atrium to mark my miec tutorial answers...than ii am feeling so slpy, ii scare ii fall aslp during bstats lecture...shucks...so hard man...arghh!

during break, went to find zhilin, shuting, rachel, yushan, we chat about stuffs, some scary & funny things happen...really never knw when ppl never says, as they dun show things on the surface...so, ii am so shocked to hear somethings...hahas...

than went to OBSE tutorial, that teacher dun let us use lappy, idiot sia, all answer inside lehs, sians diao! cant use anything...than end at around 4.35, rush hm than go to work...eat & get changed, than rush to work, reach at 7...boss schedule put me till 10, but auntie wee tells me ends at 11, diao! super shag luhhs!

went hm together with han tian, than we took train to hougang, so late, reached at 1145pm...shag! than he go his way, ii go my way...reach hm, change wugui's tank water, than bathed and chat with my friend and otw to slp at 1.30 ii think... thats all!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

o9111o

today was such a tiring day for me, slept roughly 8 to 9hrs for 2 days alrdy, super shag...going sch with huilin was fun, hahas, a lot f interesting happens...than bstats tutorial, so blurry...sians lorhs...hais...met zhilin in the morning at atrium, she so funny luhhs, than she and jessie walked to blk 72 together, dating sia! arghh! jk...

ii am so bored, hais...went to eat pancake at canteen 2, than go BIT workshop & tutorial, 5 minutes presentation than start of with discussing of project...my brain is nt working, than ii kept on can't click with them, they say this, ii say that, machiam out of point :( like never do anything regarding the project...

class ends at 3, went to atrium, waited for meixin, went to PS to buy shorts, ii wanna buy tennis racket! but kind of exp... :( she is so sweet, she bought me a chocolate crossiant... :D than after that ii met koonkiat to go NLB to study after dinner at BB there...than do finish my miec tutorial...its like finally, hope ii am on the correct track...

take bus hm, saw korkor when alighting and asked him to help me take my lappy home, so relieved!

Monday, November 8, 2010

o8111o

actually dun wan to come blogging...

had bcomm presentation, brought cakes to sch to present on mr george quek, still fine...last presenter of the day...than went to do itb ppt, and met meixin, we actually wanted to go to buy shorts for our s&w lesson, but, she went out with her ex classmates, so postpone, felt paisei if her friends went out without her...so ii left first, than she called me to say she want to go out with me, but ii still decided to left first...so ii went home...

than played with gui gui and do some revision, but today's pace was fking slow...ii haven do anything at all...tmd!

ii am too sad...my gui gui just died...before that, ii was playing with it, talking to it, changing the water...but than, around half an hr ltr, ii found it dead, tried to revive it by touching it, but it gave no reaction :( it was in reverse side, than mouth was opened...ii was super shocked, hw can it died when ii was playing with it just nw? ii dun understand...ii really dun understand, ii talked to him, he reacted, and opened his eyes to look at me while ii am cleaning his arms and legs and shell...it was my favourite tortoise out of the 4...hw can he died without even saying good bye to me? seriously sad, crying nw...he had been with me from 4 september when ii bought it together with ah de...but today 8 november, he left me... :'( 2 mths 4 days of fun with guigui...ii missed uu alot...ii am sry for never take care of uu well enough, ii dun even knw what happen to uu...ii am sry :(

another wugui, xiaobai, its nt eating any food that ii gave him to eat, idk why nt eating as well..think ii will be bringing it to the vet...hais...

a lot of things happen this few months, have bf, than some fights/quarrels, than break up...so, its a cycle again...ii have decided nt to have bf again in this 2.5yrs till ii complete my poly life, ii am tired of all those sadness...seriously, ii cant take it...

why do everyone have to leave me just when ii needed them most?

ii think ii am just someone unimportant towards someone..someone who doesnt have any feel, someone whom uu might hate/regret forever, cos its just someone unimportant in ur life due to some problem...no matter what, ii still can rmb what uu said to me, ur warmth, ur voice, ur expression, ur smile, ur whatever thing, and where ever we go, ii still can rmb... but the only thing is that, it all goes down to the drain... :(

sad things happens together & together & together...hais...life still goes on...when can ii die? anyone let me knw pls, at least ii can do whatever ii wan to...just like, my gui gui, who look at me before his last breath :'(

last thing, SCH SUCKS!