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today my didi birthday!!!lols...but celebrated ytd...hahas...sang birthday song...then end lerhs...so ytd & today went to work lorhs...ntg lerhs...everyday same routine...

just that today, ii finally watched tv...lols...so long never liaos...weird luhhs...then watch tang xin feng bao, cried cos his parents died in accident, same thing happen again...so sad...cry with them...lols...

14o9o9

hmmm...slept more earlier alrdy...ytd 12.30am+ slept...hahas...wake up @ 8.30am...hahas...then prepare & went to work...lols...nearly late...dreamt of that gurl whom ii had a misunderstanding with...lols...suddenly...maybe it might be the time that ii might be able to patch back with her...thats yy will dream of her...is it???so weird...hmmm...maybe ii really can...hahas...

then went to work lerhs...ok...luck is still not too bad...on a mon, got a rich cust. buy from me a $219 mattress protector...lols...so happy...then 20% become $175+...very good...then my competitor very "xiao xin yan"...he keep nag nag nag...lols...sales was nt that bad though...then got 2 refund & exchange for a new one...hahas...at least no "-" for the day, it was still a "+"...hahas...

then went to find kian ann for something...so dear knw luhhs...nw com like becoming so sian for me...ii am so bloke...ii need cash...sad...

4 tiring days

13o9o9

today done the same things as ytd...but just that today never meet kian ann for things needed to do for today...so sians...thought of last min meeting friends, but really tired...leg too pain...sians...reach hm & play com...lols...but 1 thing that makes me real happy is that ii sold a hungarian quilt today, somemore is a queen size derhs...yeah...nearly a yr never sell that lerhs...hahas...that customer so good...hahas...thanks...

12o9o9

went to work from 10.30 to 7.30pm...sians sia...ii wanna do something else luhhs...then after that...walk to clark quay from raffles city & reached about 8pm...sians diao...sweating...then met kian ann & started our market listing all that...so tired...finished off at around 10.30pm...dear wait for me & he was thoughtful, afraid that ii was hungry, he bought me bread to eat, as ii only ate lunch...hahas...thanks dear...then we see ppl sit on the bungy jump & then went home...tired sia...better still, at least ii slept at 1.30pm....hahas...


11o9o9

wth...ii send all my contacts this smsin the afternoon
>Last nite i wantd u.needed u so badly dat it hurt.wantd 2 taste u.i wantd u in me so u could work ur magic on me...but i couldnt find u.u stupid.. PARACETAMOL!


something like this with a little editing done...then kanna suan by a fker ex bf glenn yang jin rong...actually dun knw wtf he thinking can a not...walan ehs...all my friends was sending me lols, hahas, etc...than this fker suan me like hell...linking it to her gf, figure, looks, brain...but he said uu are hopeless cant even make it to sec 4 express...so is referring to so many ite students can a not...u this nabei...MI is what uu are studying as but what for???show of hw clever uu are so what...no respect, manners...oh ya...mother never teach uu...forgot...got mother like no mother like that...still so unfillial...kns...dun even deserve to be in this world...nbm...retribution will befalls on uu...take care uu bastard!!!
 
as ii am on my way to meet hweeyee for the COMEX thingy...so many ppl sia...then met her ad pasir ris, from punggol...too early lerhs...then reach there & wait for her while quarrelling with that bastard...damn hum ji, dun even dare to answer my call still say ii illiterate...knn...then dear & hweeyee take turns to help me scold that bastard...so tulan sia...then we walk around, buy things & go hm lerhs...so angry, slept at 2.30am...

1oo9o9

today slp for 7hrs..sians...think ii am having insomia this few days...maybe ii am being too stressed or what...hmmm...my mind has been thinking for a lot of things sia...but nbm...went to eat breakfast @ 435...then went to the snip avenue to colour hair...lols...plus treatment,


so today is my best friend derhs burthdae lerhs...weekiat...so went to his hse celebrate with his sec sch friends...hahas....best part is that his face kana the cake during celebration...lols...then it was very enjoyable luhhs...dun knw wil have this chance again next yr a nt...

11o9o9

thE tEst oF fRiEndsHip dOseN't cOmeS wHen u R 2GethEr. It cOmEs wHeN u ParT waYs & u ReaLizE tHat dEsPitE tHe dIsTanCe, thE fRiEndshIp iS sTilL tHeRe...

Never abandon old friends. They are hard 2 replace. Friendships is like wine: it gets BETTER as it grows OLDER. Just like us... i get BETTER, u get OLDER.



today is the day whereby tiring again...ii really kana insomnia...wth...slept @ 4 in the morning...

o9o9o9

such a nice number for me...oh yeah...such a tiring day sia...slept at 1.30am cao cannot take it lerhs, study till wan slp liaos lorhs...then woke up at 5.30am...in a total, there is a 4 hours sleep lerhs...think ii can be night owl liaos...but before that...ii will become a zombie first, got dark eyes ring then face white white...anyway, ii am vvv unhealthy lorhs...5.30am study after washing up, omg, its really very tiring, but because of am adm, ii have to do...

hais...then reach sch, haven even study the last 2 chpt, but that last 2 only came out few question, then the one that ii studied, ii dun even knw can a not...really is ji tao sian diao...ii think ii really dun have the heart to go & study...dun knw hw to do so also...hais...so maybe is a confirm that ii got a bad grade this tym which will be pulling down my grade...sians...my gpa arhs!!!hw???

then went hm & reached about 11am...then ate a nasi lemak & went to slp for 2 hrs & woke up ad 2pm...so went to prepare for a interview...& it ends at almost 10.45pm, then went hm...play, chat & slp...hmmm...ii kept thinking how should ii  be doing it lorhs...hais...

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it was 3am in the morning, someone slowly opened the door of my room, omg, then outside was so dark, and ii saw a shadow of a woman, it was my mum...LOLS...she said, still dun wan slp, study / watching show on my lappy, tml need go market, slp early, so waste electricity...lols...so ii tried to go and slp from 3.30...slept ad 3.50am & woke up ad 8.30...lols...ii am so pro...

so wash up & changed & eat roti-prata & went to the market...then see see look look...buy here buy there...then went to a hair salon, cos didi want to cut hair...so we sit there while he cuts his hair...then after that, ii asked him :yy do uu like ur hair? he said: cos very handsome...LOLS...ii told my mum, yy he so buai hia bai derhs ( wun be embarrassed) hahas,,,then we all laugh...after that, while waiting for bus to go home, ii said handsome boy, then my didi turn around & smile...wahahas...ii laugh at him again...say he wun paisei huhhs...ii not calling him lorhs...LOLS...

reach hm roughly 11am...then started to study again...boring...how ii hope that tml can pass by faster...yoohoo...then started to use com till nw...time is 11.21pm...LOLS...12+hrs lerhs...dun even have the mood to study for my adm exams tml...so end up playing FB all the whilee, wasting time, chatting...then till nw...ii just finished writing all the notes only...wth...12hrs+ study 3 chpt...so gonna do some burning of night oil tonyte...to manage to study finish & understand it...sians...nw ii only can manage to study at night...siao liao...my dark circles is very very deep lerhs...

ad 6.45pm...hweeyee came to my hse saying wanting to discuss about the chalet's thingy...end up we were talking a lot of things...lols...then we talk, play & upload photos...so funny...hahas...then left ad roughly 9pm...then pei her to the bus stop to wait for bus...hahas...then went back hm...so ii thought of a FRIEND of the past...who is erm...better not say it out...hais...think ii still cared about her...out friendship started being quite good from sec 3 which is 15yrs old & end at 18yrs old cos of 1 misunderstanding...think ii too gullible, everytime kana cheated by someone...so ii believed that someone & lose trust in my past FRIEND & even confronted her...hais...everytime ii went to see her blog...its like the guy doesn't love him anymore...what for still continue the r/s together & hurt herself deeply...but ii can only tell myself...ii can't tell her this right now...ii am just a nobody to her...thats all what ii think...hais...ii dun even have the rights to talk to her!!!

that time ii did a quiz from dun knw where, says ii will be patching up with my that friend...is it real?shld ii try it...actually ii have got no idea...ii am scare to go & talk to her again...thinks both of us hurts each other a lot...so what if ii talk to her again...will the hurt goes away???nw that ii didn't manage to cherish the time spent with her, ii can only make myself rmb in my memories - the times that we spent together doing good & bad things, having fun together, shopping, going suntan-ning @ sentosa, studying together...she even helped me to straighten my hair that tym...using her bare hands...why am ii so stupid not to cherish her & believe a guy who is my ex...wtf...ii think ii am not fit to have such a good friend...thats why ii am always not sociable...hais...

if only time can change back...ii will never ever say things that hurts her...ii am sry...(not able to name her out)

so now ii can only continue my life, or shld ii patch up with her again?if she had read my blog, then ii will not be so miserable right now...anyway...ii miss uu & has always been checking on uu...but of cos ii am not a stalker, just wanna knw hw have uu been...but it seems not very good...hais...

ii am going back to study again...sians...hope tml's paper will be easy, at least let me get a B if not an A luhhs...

hais!!!

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ytd slept ad 1.45am just to study for my evm exams today...but ntg seems to go in to my head...ji tao sians diao...so wake up ad 6.50am in the morning...so tired...5hrs of slp nia...then prepare & go sch...met felicia ad srgn station...and walk to sch...by the time we reach sch outside was roughly 8.25am ii think...then felicia said : so early...LOLS..exams starts at 8.30am...then we walked up to our classroom ad D3-o5...the teacher distribute the paper alrdy...then we was like so paisei...wahahas...nbm...we quickly take out our pencil case, ez link card & water bottle & hurried in to our seats...hahas..ii read the exams paper, the mcq's is a bit easy, but the structured essays is like ii only 50/50 nia...sians...then halfway through the exams, one of my classmate asked the teacher sbout the time, then the teacher was v humorous, he said : the time now is 9.22am BY NOKIA, 1 hr has gone...lols...then everyone laugh...then when ii passed up the paper, the teacher informed us of a HR briefing at auditorium 10am...

then at 10am, the briefing started, it was so boring, then they ask us to form a group of 4-6 people in a group, then our group done a chek ark things lorhs, which is to ask a gurl to leave the group as we think that she cant handle tasks efficiently & deadline not met & no priority given for task...then we went to the computer lab, B3-02...then germ ask me a very wtf question, she said: can i use ur name ' carolyn' to go & tell her? then ii was like so wtf, everybody decide on the decision, so why is my name & always me being the bad person sia? then end up we just stayed on to 11.30 then pass it to Mr Foong,lols...we used 1.5hrs to do that particular things as a group cos of her...anyway...ii dun wan her to misunderstand that ii am bias against her or what...but of cos ii am not a 2-faced person...and ii hate 2-faced person...idiotic！！！

then take train & walked hm..sians...thinking a lot of things, good & bad...then reach hm eat...then feeling very down...then play com till 3 plus...sians...then take a afternoon nap from 3+ to 7pm...LOLS...pigging...

then wake up & play com again...chat on phone with hweeyee, dear dear in a conference call...then talk to kian & ken...why is life so boring sia...:(

o5o9o9

finally a saturday is here & ii will not be working, so song to stay at hm...but nevertheless, its still the same old thing happening if ii never go to work...mummy disturb me from my good slp & ask me to wake up go to hougang mall to buy things...so sians lorhs...so ii ate a nasi lemak & prepare to go...

so we went out around 11.15am..go shop & spent $20 in popular & $10 in NTUC...omg...things were so heavy sia...after that...we went to buy a tube dress for sukping...hahas...was so last minute...but dun really knw if she will like the dress a not...but nbm luhhs...ii asked to meet her at first but then she like will be quite late to come mall...so ii said to meet her on sunday, which is tml morning...

reached hm around 2...then started to coop myself in the room & study & play FB again...Lols...then me, dear & hweeyee continue be a bugger & a weeder in farm pals...lols...then level up a lot..played the whole day...roughly 6.45pm went out again...to fotang...lols...around 9 plus went to compass point to shop shop, then saw rouyue & zhen yu the two loving birds...shop till around 10 then go hm...play FB again...hahas..

sweet loving day

o4o9o9

Today was the first day that ii would like to write all my things on my blog...
as per normal, all my fridays were the same, 8.30am wake up to prepare to go for school...manage to meet felicia at roughly 9.50am at serangoon circle line station...

ii reach school at roughly 10.05am...during EVM lesson, we had to do our group project presentation, then 4/5 persons were not late for school to present to whole class, lucky, today was actually the last lesson & it will be the holidays after o9o9o9 10.30am, why? - because it was after exams then we would have our holidays. Yoohoo...so happy...then lynn reached and we presented to ms nair and the class...but to our horror, our presentation should have been quite good, but due to some technical problem, dun knw why the projector cannot present out to the screen, then we need to just use the laptop screen..we was like wth...hw am ii going to present when almost 20+ students & 1 teacher are going to see our ppt slides...LOLs right...then ii suggested if we are able to change classroom, then she said it was hard to do so, cant find classroom, but nbm, ii will not minus marks for this...so hahas...lucky...then we just carry on with those slides, but when it was my turn to present, ii was trembling like dun knw what sia, then kept sweating & suddenly got a fever...LoLs...next up was to go through our mock exam paper...got aa v nice marks sia...guess what...it was 42/100...wth...but ii knw ii didnt study & just glance through...After that was my last & finally LPD lesson, then a lot of ppl was presenting, after that was felicia presenting on a gurl on Charmaine, who was a very pitiful gurl...& lessons ended at 1.20pm like that...late by 20mins to see everyone finish presenting...

then ii meet dear at bishan circle line station there, we went to suntec to shop eat see...wahahas...so tiring sia...after that, we went hm at around 4+pm...then dear come to my hse to talk talk...then 6.15pm leave my hm...ask him go hm...then end up he went to punggol park to create a surprise for me without me knowing...omg...he waited till 8.30 then call me to ask me go dwn to punggol park...he use the "sparkles" to create the word ' I love (in the shape of heart)' without the U...then light it up...then ii was curious, so ii asked...why is 'U' not there? then he said...no space...lols...after that, we cleared up all the burnt sticks & went to sit & talk...then walk up to play the swing & see saw up & down...lols..childish right, for a couple aged 19 to play there...
ii was really very surprised by what he does...so happy & touched...thanks dear, ii love uu...